My mom just found out this afternoon that I smoke--after 19 years of withholding the truth from her! Well, maybe 14 because I quit for about 5 years. How'd she find out? She was looking for an uneaten sandwich that I left in my bag. Apparently, she looked through the wrong bag and saw a pack of Sampoerna that a friend gave me. Then she said, matter ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel as if I'm walking in a dream and I snap awake suddenly and say to myself, "What the fuck just happened?" What happened occurred so long ago, but it feels like it happened only yesterday ( Read more... )

Somewhere, somehow, on the road to now, I've changed. Whether that's good or bad is something for the future to reveal.

I've gone on a journey of a million emotional miles: from Point A, where I was plagued by pain and sadness, to Point B, where happiness, self-discovery, and fulfillment proved to be my silver lining.

I've foregone the obligatory ( Read more... )

Took the Enneagram test and I'm a Type Two (see description below)! Here's another site with a more detailed description of the Type Two.

The Helper (the Two)

Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs.

How to Get Along with Me

* Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.
    * Share fun times with me.
    * Take ( Read more... )

The gig last Wednesday was awesome! Granted we could've used more practice, but what the hell! It was fun just being on stage again and crankin' it up. And, man, the sets of the other bands took me on a rockin' ride down memory lane! I relived the early years of the 21st century. Cambio, Twisted Halo, Sugarfree, and Blast Ople! Blast Ople was the ( Read more... )

I did.

Yup, finally had the courage to stop kissing someone else's butt. The cigarette's, that is.

Been smoke-free for 10 days now. And I feel great. :)

I think I should be more careful about the words I use to describe myself, especially if they're self-deprecating. I keep repeating that I'm a lazyass and I think I'm beginning to personify that role.

So, from now on, I shall refer to myself as the most diligent go-getter person that I've always wanted to be. Hehe.

Thus, when I say that I'm going to ( Read more... )

1. For a really long time, I believed that the bellybutton is connected to the stomach.

2. Richard Dean Anderson was the love of my pre-teen life. There was even a time when I'd jot down the MacGyver episode titles on my wall calendar and memorized them.

3. When I was in grade school, I actually considered being a nun. I was a very religious kid. I ( Read more... )